So, I happen to be having a good week, the skies blue the sun decided to play nice! I am taking walks in parks and generally life tastes better- that i am not substituting it by eating loads- and walking and being comfortable with my own thoughts(another blog topic)
It feels so nice not sat on my couch feeling sorry for myself and Crying about the ingredients that would have made the cake that is my life taste amazing rather than not...
often we sit an convince ourselves it was that killer ingredient that’s missing is the man of our dreams... we mop and sob and tend to miss life in the process...you don’t realize how pathetic it is till you see someone else doing it and you want to shake them!
Why, are so many young, beautiful girls i know fixatating their happiness on finding a man! I mean I am far from a feminist (i need a man to fix my shelves and carry my shopping) but this picture is getting worrying! its really sad that we live and somehow seem to think that this is o.k.! No guy no matter how amazing is going to be a miracle fix to our blues! and if he is when he leaves i dread to think of the break-down Its hard but self love is really what’s needed- or just to focus on other things!
Thing is that more often then not when we want something to happen so badly then it doesn’t- i hope my uphill road to happiness will last- and I am glad this week that I am not really pinning my happiness on anything- it feels so good to be free from the shackles-It feels good to enjoy my days! I hope the words ‘I just need a man’ will not pass these lips any time soon!
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