you.

You ever miss someone so much – you talk to him in your dreams.? Whole conversations filled with laughter and but when you reach out – you wake up to face pitch black lonesome silence When happiness was a coin toss – without a blink I bet on tails for us! Remember how so blinded by our own secret language we forgot the world around us…we conjured dreams of an eternal utopia. The impossibility of this blissful happiness is what destroyed us Now each thought of you pierces my heart – what feels like a mini death with no funeral… Your every memory that flows through my veins – what feels a like a cancer with no cure In a haze – you once asked is it better to have and love and lost or never loved at all… my answer then is different what it is now. Now I would do anything to have never met you!